dharmabumgrl's Diaryland Diary
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somebody told me this is the place, where everythings better and everythings safe
I've hit a point in my life.. you know spinning out of control and not being able to grasp reality in life. That point of dysfunction that you think is the point... of no return
You know those guys who grow up in the worst parts of the Bronx and the scariest parts of LA, they grow into savage beasts in our eyes...right? They do awful unheard of things to themselves, each other and other people because they are spinning and they cannot stop, not because they want to do those horrible things but because they truly cannot control it....I'm not saying its ok. its NOT ok but I truly believe that they cannot control it.....I have proof.
Don't ask those fucking scientists who have nothing but text book knowledge to rely on.. fuck that.. take one of those over privileged scholars, put them into bed with a family member, make them do something they don't understand.. but reluctantly accept because its all they've ever known.. Put them in a house in the middle of a poverty stricken neighborhood, make them walk home alone , cold and scared...from school to an empty house with no food and have to fight their way to the cornerstore for bread and milk because the bigger scarier kids in the hood try to beat them up..
This world is fucked not only because of these things but because of those who are appointed to "make us right" have a lack of knowledge, first-hand experience and understanding on how these things come to be... and they are baffled when never come to pass
xo,
dbg
10:36 p.m. - December 12, 2005
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