dharmabumgrl's Diaryland Diary
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fuck you.... no fuck me...
My first memory, I'm guessing three or four, I'd watch my mother leave to go shopping or to work, but leave me.. in horror. next minute same man I called my father called me over to him... he asked me to lay on top of him, he is all I knew as a father, as a man figure, he asked me to lay on top of him on the couch while he moved his body in a way I was unfamiliar with... he did his thing that I didn't understand and I did my best to be obedient... and I was.. If I learned anything from my youth its to keep your mouth shut and make the powers that be happy and NEVER EVER spill the secret!!!.
1:38 a.m. - September 18, 2006
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